Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Heart attack?

As the day wears on, I am getting more excited & nervous at the prospect of seeing MM again. My chest feels tight, and I have butterflies in my stomach. Actually, if I had more risk factors and no reason for these feelings, I might think I'm having a heart attack. LOL

It is a little scary to be this excited about someone. I get the sense that he is as into me as I am into him. . . . but can you ever really know? It's fun, but nerve-racking at the same time. The uncertainty, I guess, is part of the excitement.

I sure wish I had something more engaging to work on at the moment so I wouldn't be thinking about this so much. . . . . .