5-month anniversary

Today has been a "bleh" day for me, for no reason which I can readily discern. Things are steadily, but not crazy, busy at work, I am mildly nervous because I am defending my first deposition on Thursday, but that's not the cause of my "off" mood. I feel physically well and am not tired, as opposed to yesterday when I had some mild nausea on and off and felt exhausted all afternoon. Everything in my personal life is fine. I even have some things to look forward to: we are meeting Hunter tonight at 7:30, and we are going to Tucson Friday night for friend K's birthday.

Anyhoo, in an effort to focus on the positive, I wanted to note that today marks five months since MM and I got married in Maui. Sometimes it still feels weird when I think that this time two years ago, I didn't even know MM. . . . and was in fact still dealing with a lot of emotions related to my break-up with SL. Only a little over 18 months ago, MM and I had only been dating a few weeks and I was debating the morality of my decision to sleep with him, knowing that the relationship might never be more than casual. Now we are married. Crazy.

MM is not without his faults or quirks, but I am still glad that I married him. He still makes me laugh almost every day, and the good far outweighs the bad. I may sometimes wish for fresh flowers more often or more sympathy from MM, but on the whole, he is a good husband.

He doesn't read my blog (thinks blogging is "weird," as a matter of fact--not very into the interwebs), though he knows that I write one (and sometimes mention him). He doesn't need to read this entry to know that I'm happy he's my husband; I tell him almost every day.