Even more sad: I am heavier today than the first time I posted. By a lot. Though I didn't post my weight for the first few months, the first post on which I did include my actual weight said I was 202.4 pounds (and I was horrified by this number).
Monday, January 03, 2011
I seem to have (mostly) abandoned my blog. Too bad, as it was five years ago this month that I started it.
This morning's weight was 18 pounds heavier than that. Yep, I tipped the scales at 220.4 this morning. Yikes.
I don't know where I'm going with this. I'm not recommitting today to improving my eating or to exercising. Even *I* am sick of hearing myself make the same old promises to myself to get in shape and be healthier and never keeping them, at least not in the longer term.
I guess I just wanted to check in and acknowledge my exceptional fatness and failure.
Posted by S at 8:28 AM